My Heart Cries Out for You

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Recently Found — Lost to the Archives! 🎶

The Story Behind My Heart Cries Out for You

Some songs seem to have a life of their own.

My Heart Cries Out for You began back in the 1970s, when I originally wrote it as “Hear O Lord.” It was written for voice and piano, and like many songs from that period, eventually found its way into the archives.

Years later, while I was teaching music, I arranged the song for elementary school concert band just for fun.

They loved it!

But the song still had more life left in it.

In 2016, I pulled “Hear O Lord” from the archives and began revisiting it with my friend and musical collaborator John D’Elia. As we worked on it, the song evolved into “My Heart Cries.” John brought his remarkable guitar playing and production talents to the project, and together we began creating something entirely new from the old song.

The project eventually went on the shelf as COVID changed so much for all of us.

Fortunately, the recordings and individual tracks remained in the archives.

In 2025, the song resurfaced once again. The tracks that had been saved over the years were finally brought together and compiled, preserving John’s guitar work and the musical foundation we had created together.

And that brings us to today.

I recently pulled the original recording out of the archives once again and wondered what it might sound like with a fresh interpretation. Using Suno, I created an AI-assisted reimagining of the song, with new vocals and a different arrangement while staying true to the original music, lyrics, chord structure, and the character of the recording John and I created together.

What surprised me was how closely the new interpretation captured the musical character of the original. The harmonic and chord structure remains remarkably similar to John’s instrumental arrangement, while the backing track, phrasing, and vocals have been given a fresh treatment.

And then there’s the guitar solo.

Listen for it at 2:07.

John’s original guitar solo is still mostly intact. Suno added some minor embellishment, but the heart of the solo—John’s creativity, phrasing, and playing—remains his.

What you’re hearing is therefore much closer to John’s original performance than a newly generated guitar part. I wanted to preserve that piece of the original recording because it is unmistakably John.

And, thankfully, Suno replaced my original vocals too!

Inspired by Psalm 27, My Heart Cries Out for You is upbeat, fun, and carries a nostalgic nod to the sounds of the ’70s and ’80s—which is one reason John and I called ourselves The Throwbacks.

What started as “Hear O Lord” in the 1970s has now traveled through decades, several arrangements, archived recordings, a collaboration with John, a pandemic, and yet another creative reimagining.

Nearly fifty years later, the song is still finding its way back into the light.

Some songs are worth bringing back.

Some stories are worth remembering.

And some music simply refuses to stay in the archives.

My Heart Cries Out for You

Reimagined with a little help from AI.

The Throwbacks — Original Recording

Bill Hutzel — vocals & keyboards
John D’Elia — electric guitars & everything else

Original arrangement, production & recording: John D’Elia
Such Clay Productions

AI-assisted reimagining created with Suno
Additional audio editing with Audacity

© 2019 D’Elia & Hutzel

Chased by Grace – Part 1

God’s Relentless Pursuit

Before I Knew I Was Being Chased

A true story by Bill Hutzel

Recently, I shared my testimony of God’s grace in the full-length story, “Chased by Grace … God’s Relentless Pursuit.”

The original story is about 17 minutes long, so I’ve divided it into five short parts, each telling a piece of the journey.

Why do I hope you’ll listen?

Because this isn’t just my story.

It’s a story about a God who patiently pursues us, extends grace when we least deserve it, and doesn’t give up on us—even when we’re running in the other direction.

If you’ve ever wondered whether God is still at work in ordinary lives, I invite you to come along with me.

You don’t have to listen to the whole story at once. Each part is only a few minutes long.

This is where my story begins… before I even knew I was being chased.

Continue to Part 2: The Pursuit Begins

Part 3 – Running

Part 4 – Found

Part 5 – Looking Back

Chased by Grace – Part 2

God’s Relentless Pursuit

Part 2 — The Pursuit Begins

Sometimes God uses the simplest moments to change the direction of our lives.

For me, it began with a conversation with a musician friend—a fellow flutist—and one simple question:

“Are you born again?”

I didn’t realize it at the time, but that question would stay with me. It would challenge what I believed, follow me when I tried to forget it, and eventually lead me somewhere I never expected.

Looking back, I can see it differently now.

The pursuit had begun.

Watch Part 2 — The Pursuit Begins

Continue to Part 3: Running

Chased by Grace – Part 3

God’s Relentless Pursuit

Sometimes a question won’t leave you alone.

“Born again, you know. Don’t you?”

Those words kept following me. I tried to dismiss them, ignore them—even run from them.

But the farther I ran, the more it seemed that something—or Someone—was pursuing me.

I didn’t understand it then, but looking back, I can see that God was already at work.

No matter how far I tried to run, grace was never far behind.

Continue on to Part 4 – Found

Chased by Grace – Part 4

God’s Relentless Pursuit

I had been running—from the questions, from what I was hearing, and perhaps from God Himself.

But there comes a moment when the running ends.

On a dark and rainy night more than fifty years ago, I found myself standing on Mrs. M’s porch. What happened next would change the direction of my life forever.

Looking back now, I realize something I couldn’t see then:

I thought I had finally found God.
But perhaps, God had found me.

Continue on to Part 5 – Looking Back