My Heart Cries Out for You

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Recently Found — Lost to the Archives! 🎶

“My Heart Cries” is the last song John D’Elia and I composed and recorded together in 2019, before COVID shut everything down.

Recently, I pulled the original recording out of the archives and decided to experiment with it using Suno AI. The result is this newly reimagined version of our original song.

What surprised me was how closely Suno captured the musical character of the original. The harmonic and chord structure remains remarkably similar to John’s instrumental arrangement, while the backing track, phrasing, and vocals have been given a fresh treatment.

And then there’s the guitar solo. 🎸

I originally tried to preserve John’s solo exactly as he played it, but AI doesn’t quite work that way. Instead, Suno interpreted the original—and what emerged retains much of John’s creativity, phrasing, and style.

So when you hear the guitar break at 2:07, you’re hearing an AI interpretation rooted in John’s original guitar work.

And, thankfully, Suno replaced my original vocals too! 😊

Inspired by Psalm 27, “My Heart Cries” is upbeat, fun, and has its roots firmly planted in the sounds of the ’70s and ’80s—which is one reason we called ourselves The Throwbacks.

But the story of the song actually goes back much further.

It began as “Hear O Lord” in the 1980s, originally written for voice and piano. Just for fun, I later arranged it for elementary school concert band while I was teaching music.

They loved it!

Then, in 2019, John and I teamed up to expand and complete the song—adding lyrics, guitars, drums, and a whole new energy.

And now, more than 35 years after it first began, I’ve pulled it out of the archives one more time.

So here it is—

“My Heart Cries Out for You” — reimagined with a little help from AI.

Original 2019 Recording — The Throwbacks

Bill Hutzel — vocals & keyboards
John D’Elia — electric guitars & everything else

Original arrangement, production & recording: John D’Elia
Such Clay Productions

AI-assisted reimagining created with Suno
Additional audio editing with Audacity

© 2019 D’Elia & Hutzel

Chased by Grace – Part 1

God’s Relentless Pursuit

Before I Knew I Was Being Chased

A true story by Bill Hutzel

Recently, I shared my testimony of God’s grace in the full-length story, “Chased by Grace … God’s Relentless Pursuit.”

The original story is about 17 minutes long, so I’ve divided it into five short parts, each telling a piece of the journey.

Why do I hope you’ll listen?

Because this isn’t just my story.

It’s a story about a God who patiently pursues us, extends grace when we least deserve it, and doesn’t give up on us—even when we’re running in the other direction.

If you’ve ever wondered whether God is still at work in ordinary lives, I invite you to come along with me.

You don’t have to listen to the whole story at once. Each part is only a few minutes long.

This is where my story begins… before I even knew I was being chased.

Continue to Part 2: The Pursuit Begins

Part 3 – Running

Part 4 – Found

Part 5 – Looking Back

Chased by Grace – Part 2

God’s Relentless Pursuit

Part 2 — The Pursuit Begins

Sometimes God uses the simplest moments to change the direction of our lives.

For me, it began with a conversation with a musician friend—a fellow flutist—and one simple question:

“Are you born again?”

I didn’t realize it at the time, but that question would stay with me. It would challenge what I believed, follow me when I tried to forget it, and eventually lead me somewhere I never expected.

Looking back, I can see it differently now.

The pursuit had begun.

Watch Part 2 — The Pursuit Begins

Continue to Part 3: Running

Chased by Grace – Part 3

God’s Relentless Pursuit

Sometimes a question won’t leave you alone.

“Born again, you know. Don’t you?”

Those words kept following me. I tried to dismiss them, ignore them—even run from them.

But the farther I ran, the more it seemed that something—or Someone—was pursuing me.

I didn’t understand it then, but looking back, I can see that God was already at work.

No matter how far I tried to run, grace was never far behind.

Continue on to Part 4 – Found

Chased by Grace – Part 4

God’s Relentless Pursuit

I had been running—from the questions, from what I was hearing, and perhaps from God Himself.

But there comes a moment when the running ends.

On a dark and rainy night more than fifty years ago, I found myself standing on Mrs. M’s porch. What happened next would change the direction of my life forever.

Looking back now, I realize something I couldn’t see then:

I thought I had finally found God.
But perhaps, God had found me.

Continue on to Part 5 – Looking Back