Awaken the Dawn

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Awaken the Dawn, not just another worship event

In October 2017, Peggy invited me to join her at Awaken the Dawn, a national worship gathering on the National Mall in Washington, D.C., where she would be speaking at the Georgia Tent of Meeting. But this wasn’t just another worship event; this was a movement of 24/7 praise, worship, and intercessory prayer, calling for a new spiritual awakening across America. They dubbed it America’s Tent of Meeting. Could this be the next great Jesus Movement? 

Tens of thousands of people and 1,700 worship teams, representing every state, would be in attendance for the weekend-long event, along with millions more who would be live-streaming the event from around the world. The Awaken the Dawn movement was being referred to as a Jesus Woodstock for a New Generation.


 “Bring your voice.” “Bring your song.” And “bring your flute!” Peggy said to me.

When the Door Closed, Love Opened Another

Although it was uncertain whether I could participate, Peggy encouraged me to apply to perform with one of the worship teams.
I submitted my application—hopeful, but unsure.

A few days later, the reply came:
Application denied.

And to make matters worse, there were no accommodations available near the event.

Peggy, however, had already booked her flight.
She was scheduled to land at Ronald Reagan Airport at 1:30 p.m. on Friday, October 6.

“Would you consider meeting me there?” she asked. As a single woman attending such a large event alone, she was hoping for some spiritual support. “
Even if you can only stay for a few hours,” she continued,
“your being there and lifting me up in prayer would mean the world.”

How could I say no?  My heart longed to see her again, even for just a short while.

“I’d love to,” I said.   
“I look forward to it!”
And I truly did. 
I was genuinely excited to see her again, even if only briefly.

The drive from New Jersey passed quickly, carried along by one thought: Peggy.

When she arrived, I spotted her and waved. She smiled.

“So good to see you,” I said, then took her bags and gave her a warm hug. 

“Where to?” I asked. 

“Anywhere,” she said with a smile. 

We found a park nearby on the Potomac River with picnic tables. It was a beautiful fall day, warm temperatures in the 80s, with a few clouds floating lazily overhead. We ate lunch and prayed together before her event.

Time flew, and soon it was too late for me to head back to New Jersey. As I did not have a hotel reservation, Peggy suggested that I inquire at the Airbnb where she was staying.

Thankfully, they could accommodate me.

And yes—I had packed clothes… and my flute.

Flute in Hand, Faith in Motion

The next morning, we stumbled upon a COSI restaurant for breakfast before heading to the Georgia tent, where Peggy was scheduled to speak.

I hung around for a little while, but eventually set off on my own to explore with my flute in hand, hoping for an opportunity to play.

I wandered from one state tent to another, listening to singers, musicians, and worship leaders perform.
At the Eastern Regional tent, I poked my head inside and asked the sound guy, “Hey, do you mind if I join you guys?”  feeling confident that I could lend my flute to familiar worship songs I had played before.

I held up my flute, but he shook his head. “Sorry, fella. You have to get permission from the main registration tent.”

Disappointed, but not discouraged, I moved on. Eventually, I wandered to the New Jersey tent, where a small, casual group of musicians had gathered to perform.  

“Mind if I join you?” I asked, hopefully again.

They welcomed me warmly, and I played along.
as time went on, my enthusiasm began to fade.

I felt disconnected from the group, hoping for a deeper, more inclusive, and rewarding experience.

The session felt too casual, almost like a way to pass the time.
I guess I had been longing for something more challenging and inspiring. But this wasn’t it.

That’s when my phone buzzed. It was Peggy:
“Where are you?” She asked. I have an assignment for you. And hurry!”

I packed up my flute, and quickened my pace, sometimes briskly walking, sometimes breaking into a light jog as I made my way back to the Georgia tent, wondering what this urgent “assignment” might be.

The question kept pressing with every step, making me all the more eager to find out.

The First Time God Used Me

When I arrived, Peggy introduced me to a woman cradling a broken wrist in a cast. “Would you pray for her?” she asked.

I blinked, “Seriously?” I was completely caught off guard. I had never done anything like this before, and did not feel qualified. But then Peggy reminded me, “She has the same injury you had. And God told me you’re the one to pray for her.”

And just like that, it hit me: my own fractured wrist, Hurricane Sandy, and how God had miraculously healed me when I cried out in desperation. (See chapter titled “Into the Storm”)

Peggy looked at me, then said, “That same anointing is now on you.”

I looked at the woman’s right wrist; just like mine had been.
I hesitated. Doubt crept in.
What if nothing happens?

Somehow, Peggy must’ve sensed my unease. Without me even saying a word, she reassured me, “The healing is never up to you. You’re just the conduit; God does the healing.”

I took a deep breath, gently placed my hand on the woman’s wrist, and, together with Peggy, we prayed in the Name of Jesus for her complete healing and full restoration.

Already sensing in her spirit, Peggy asked the woman, perhaps for my benefit more than hers, “Did you feel anything? Any tingling sensation, any warmth … anything at all? 

The woman nodded. “Yes,” she said.  I felt warmth right where you laid your hand.” 

Her words immediately brought me back to my own healing during Hurricane Sandy. I had been in desperate need of healing when I, too, had broken my wrist. I still remember the moment hands were laid on me and the fire I felt coursing up and down my arm. It wasn’t my imagination; it was real.

Now, here I was, years later. I felt the Lord had drawn me full circle, connecting my healing to hers, as if He had woven both moments together for His purpose.

.Peggy asked her, “Can you do something now you couldn’t do before?”

The woman carefully raised her arm and began to turn her wrist, testing it. I held my breath, just hoping, hoping against hope, as if there was the possibility of a miracle happening right before my eyes.

Then, a look of wonder and a smile came over her face.
“No pain!” she exclaimed, “It doesn’t hurt anymore!”

I stood there stunned. I had just witnessed a miracle.

And as it turned out, this was just the start of what would become an incredible weekend, full of moments just like this.

If God Wants You to Play

That afternoon, still riding the high of seeing the woman’s healing, Peggy and I made our way to the main registration tent, hoping that I might finally get permission to play.
But, once again, the answer was still “No.”

I was disappointed, but Peggy, undeterred, said, “Listen, if God wants you to play, which I believe He does, then no man can keep you from playing.

Back at the Georgia tent, a Cherokee Christian band was warming up. A crowd was gathering.
Peggy nudged me.

 “Hey, why don’t you ask if you can join them?”

“I don’t know,” I replied, initially feeling anxious about possibly being rejected again.
“What if they say no? Besides, these guys were really, really good.

“And you aren’t?” she said, eyebrow raised.
“Oh well, your loss. Do what you feel is right,” Peggy said. 

She was right. What did I have to lose? If I didn’t take this chance, I’d miss the very reason I brought my flute to the event.
So, summoning my courage, I took my flute out of its case and raised it as a silent question to the lead singer.

He looked over, smiled, then waved me over.
“Sure, join us!”

Surprisingly, as soon as I stepped in, I found myself lost in one of the most spontaneous and Spirit-led sets I had ever played. My flute exchanged improvised passages back and forth with the saxophone player, creating a musical conversation I’ll never forget.

Afterward, the lead singer came over to me. 

“Hey man, you killed it!” “How would you like to join us tomorrow morning on the Eastern Regional Stage? “

My heart leapt, and without hesitation, I enthusiastically replied with a big “Yes.”

I turned my head to look at Peggy, and she had the biggest smile on her face and said, “See what God did right there?”

Stage Fright and Surrender

The next morning, there I was standing on the Eastern Regional Stage, amazed at how God had turned everything around.
Isn’t that just like Him?
Taking me from feeling downcast and out, to opening doors that were once closed. 

How cool is that?

But as more band members took their places, musicians I hadn’t played with the day before, a nervousness gripped my stomach.
There would be no warm-up, no rehearsal before the concert. Jumping in with an established group that already has chemistry felt… well, uncomfortable.
I couldn’t help but wonder how I would fit into their flow.

And to add to my nervousness, unlike yesterday’s relaxed, informal jam, I was now on a large stage set inside a massive tent, in front of hundreds of worshipers gathered for the concert.
It wasn’t the casual setting as it had been the day before.

This was real, public, live before a large audience.

The weight of it all began to settle on me:
No script,
No second chances.
Just faith, trust, and the music we’d create in the moment.

And I hate to admit it, stage fright? 
Yep, it crept in.

As a performer, it wasn’t unusual to experience a touch of anxiety before facing an audience.
But usually, I’d rehearsed my parts, enough to build some confidence.

This time, though?
There was no sheet music. No rehearsal. No safety net.

Just a flute in my hands… and faith in my heart.

But, instead of turning my focus to God, my old self got in the way.
I found myself slipping into old habits, worrying about what the audience might think.
Their approval had become my measure of success, my reassurance; and, ironically, my limitation.

So here I was again, looking outward for validation, when I knew deep down, I should have been looking up, seeing myself through the eyes of the One who called me here in the first place.

When God Orders Our Steps—and the Sandwiches

The Monday after the event, it rained.
“Let’s go back to that restaurant we ate breakfast at yesterday,” I suggested to Peggy.
We circled the block endlessly in search of parking but came up empty.
So, we decided to try a different location for the same restaurant instead.

Eventually, we finally found a spot, three blocks away.

By now it was just drizzling.
“Should we go for it or find a closer place for breakfast?” I asked.
We paused for a moment, then agreed to walk the distance.
Little did we know, it was destined to be a God-ordained moment, perfectly timed with our arrival. 

When we got inside, two women were standing in line ahead of us.
They invited us to go ahead of them since they were still undecided about what to order.
We moved in front of them and placed our orders.
Always eager to help, Peggy turned back to suggest a couple of menu items before we left the line.

The two women soon followed and took their seats at the table just behind ours.
When their food arrived, they offered a blessing and concluded with a heartfelt, “Amen.”

Then, one of them turned to us and asked, “Would you like to join us?”

It was the perfect segue.
With a perfect sense of knowing, Peggy asked, “Were you both at Awaken the Dawn this weekend?”

They nodded in acknowledgement, and one said they’d visited the Georgia tent.

Peggy lit up.
“Did you hear the Cherokee band?”

“Yes!” they said.

Then one of them recognized me. “
“Wait—you were the flutist, weren’t you?”

We all laughed, and introductions followed.
Their names were Linda and Kathy.

Interestingly, Linda shared that she had been scheduled for surgery that weekend but felt a powerful tug from God to attend the event instead.

What happened next was nothing short of miraculous.

Peggy, having no prior knowledge of Linda’s condition, suddenly sensed something deep in her spirit, specifically Linda’s hip.
This prompting is referred to as a word of knowledge, an insight from the Holy Spirit to reveal something that would otherwise not be known. Trusting this inner whisper, Peggy spoke up and mentioned it to Linda, then kindly offered to pray for her healing.

Linda, who was herself a pastor, recognizing Peggy’s ability to hear in the spirit, accepted her invitation to pray.
As part of their conversation about Linda’s injury, Peggy felt led to go deeper, gently asking Linda if there was anyone she needed to forgive, a step that, in many cases, unlocks the door to healing.
In that moment, Linda shared something deeply personal and, with tears in her eyes, forgave someone who was deeply personal to her.
Then, we prayed.

Afterward, Peggy encouraged Linda to test it out.
Linda stood up from the table, took a few steps, and then began walking. Her stride grew steady, confident, her gait completely normal.
Overwhelmed with emotion, she laughed as the reality of what had just happened sank in.
The pain and limitations she had been living with were gone.
She had been healed, all in the powerful Name of Jesus!

As she moved freely around the restaurant, Linda received a prophetic word for me.
When she got back to our table, she shared what would lay the foundation for what was to come for me 

She described a vision, an image of me playing the flute.

But it wasn’t just skill she saw. It was the anointing of Almighty God through me as I played.

This is what she shared:

“Jesus has delivered me from the fear of man today and forever, I play with the anointing of Almighty God in the office of a psalmist. There is a fiery wall of protection around me, a shield of Goodwill, Pleasure, and Favor. When I play, the heavens open, and I see the smile of Jesus and tears of joy in the corner of His eyes. Demons flee at the sound of my playing, and people are delivered, healed, and slain in the Spirit. Doors open for me that I must walk through. If I don’t, Jesus will not be allowed there, and those people will suffer. Red Rock, The Philharmonic, and Carnegie Hall are only a few. To God be glory forever.”  

A Sidewalk Wedding

When it was time for us to leave, we stepped outside the restaurant.
As we stood on the sidewalk, Linda suddenly turned to us and asked, “Are you two planning on getting married?”

Peggy and I exchanged surprised glances and nodded. We hadn’t expected the question, but yes, we were.

But still, it wasn’t something I was planning on rushing into. I figured we’d wait a couple of months, at least long enough for me to give my family a heads-up.

Besides, they hadn’t met Peggy yet, and I wanted their blessing and support.

And I could already hear the questions in their minds:
Bill, do you even know this person?
What’s the rush?
Why don’t you give it a year; get to know her better?

All reasonable questions.
But deep down, I knew. She was the one.

Well, then … why not now?” Linda asked, as if it were the most natural, obvious thing in the world.

I thought: Married? Just like that?

It completely caught me by surprise, and I didn’t know what to say.

Peggy, ever the steady one, squeezed my hand. Maybe she sensed my unease. Maybe she felt my hesitancy.
But, just maybe, she believed deep down that it was the unfolding of God’s promise, even if it meant starting the journey a little early.

Before we could even respond, Linda said, “Bow your heads. I now pronounce you married.”

Then, perfectly serious, she added, “You may go now and consummate your marriage.”

Wait …what just happened?!

I was stunned.
It had all happened so fast; I could hardly wrap my mind around what had just unfolded.
Honestly, I didn’t know whether to laugh or pretend it never happened.
I felt strangely uncomfortable, and truthfully, nothing felt different. 

I caught Peggy’s eye.
She seemed just as surprised as I was. Though she didn’t say it, I think deep down she was happy, like this was a pre-ordained moment, even if it wasn’t at all traditional.

I smiled and squeezed Peggy’s hand.
We said our goodbyes to Linda and Kathy, then parted our separate ways, or so it seemed, for the time being.

And just to be clear, no, we didn’t consummate a marriage. Let’s get that straight!

Peggy and I would officially tie the knot on December 3rd in Georgia. Reverend Linda Kelley Smith, the very same woman we met at the COSI restaurant who performed our sidewalk wedding, officiated the ceremony in front of witnesses, making it all official at last.

But our weekend didn’t end there. It would not be complete without another series of powerful healings, one of which occurred shortly after our informal sidewalk wedding.

Peggy and I were both casually strolling towards the White House when Peggy got a word of knowledge for a pastor standing nearby.
With boldness and compassion, she approached him, shared what God had revealed, and offered to pray for him.
He was so deeply touched by the encounter that he fell out in the spirit, right there on the street with people milling all around. 

That’s my Peggy’s heart of compassion, boldly speaking life into anyone, anywhere.

Oh, and remember how I mentioned that we were fortunate to find a parking spot?
Well, turns out, we had unknowingly parked in a towaway zone.
Hours later, when we returned to our car, it was still there, miraculously, as we arrived just in the nick of time.
As we approached, we noticed valets busily parking cars next to our spot by the curb.

With our hearts pounding, Peggy and I dashed to the car and took off, just ahead of a tow truck arriving on the scene.

We both let out a deep sigh of relief, laughing at the absurdity of it all, and marveled at how God had brought us closer together that weekend.


What a weekend.
A sidewalk wedding.
A prophetic word.
Healing in the streets.
And a nearly towed car.

As we drove away, our hearts were too full of wonder at the unexpected twists of the day, healings, a prophecy, and perhaps, the first steps into a lifetime together.

Once again, His protection was evident in the smallest moments.
We couldn’t help but marvel at His faithfulness, even in the most unexpected circumstances.
It was yet another reminder that God’s timing is perfect, and He is always looking out for us, guiding us, and delivering us in ways we can’t always foresee.

That weekend, I thought I was just showing up to support Peggy.
But God had other plans.

He healed.
He opened doors.
And He spoke through strangers

What a mighty God we serve, one who sees the whole picture, moves in the unseen, and meets us right where we are.

Copyright 2025 by Bill Hutzel

God Wink Moment

A man holding a flute, smiling warmly in a formal setting.

Coincidence or God-Incidence? A Story of Divine Timing and God Winks

God Winks are those perfectly timed, seemingly coincidental moments that are far too meaningful to be random. These beautiful encounters often leave us with a sense of awe — and a quiet assurance that we are seen and loved.

Many of these stories live on my website, Inspiration and Hope. I invite you to explore them, and if one touches your heart, I’d love for you to share your thoughts and Leave a Comment. Your story matters, too.


A Message at the Perfect Moment

Just the other day, I had one of those unmistakable God Wink moments.

I had been wrestling with fear and anxiety — struggling to find peace — when I received a message from a friend. It was short but powerful:

“Fear is not your friend.â€

It arrived at the exact moment I needed it most. That simple message captured what I had been feeling deep inside. And in that moment, I sensed God gently whisper:
“Trust Me.â€

It felt like He was inviting me to let go of the fear and worry I had been clutching so tightly.


Confirmed by the Word

Later that day, I opened Joyce Meyer’s devotional for June 28, titled “Let Peace Lead the Way.†It focused on 1 Peter 5:14, which in the Amplified Bible reads:

“To all of you that are in Christ Jesus, may there be peace (every kind of peace and blessing, especially peace with God, and freedom from fears, agitating passions, and moral conflicts).â€

This verse spoke directly to my heart. It reminded me that God uses peace as a guide — a spiritual compass that lets us know when we are walking in His will.

Scripture tells us that peace is the umpire of our hearts. When we’re confused, anxious, or afraid, peace often departs. But when we’re aligned with God, peace abides — and fear leaves.

The timing of the devotional, paired with my friend’s message, felt far too perfect to be a coincidence. But it didn’t end there.


When God Speaks — Twice

I had also been praying and studying about a topic close to my heart:
“Hearing from God is Guaranteed.â€
But honestly, I had been struggling. God felt quiet, and I found myself asking:
“Why can’t I hear You, Lord?â€

So I asked God for affirmation — a sign that I really was hearing Him. And oh, how He answered.


Wink #1: A Random Page Turn

I picked up my Bible — no plan, no bookmark — and randomly opened to a page.

Of all places, it landed on 1 Peter 5:14, this time in The Passion Translation.
The very same verse Joyce had quoted earlier.


Wink #2: Another Bible, Same Verse

Wanting to compare translations, I grabbed my New American Standard Bible and again, without planning, opened to the exact same spot:
1 Peter 5:14.

Two different Bibles. Same verse. No bookmarks. No plan. Just divine choreography.

What are the chances of that happening? Twice?


His Fingerprints, Not Coincidences

These weren’t coincidences.
They were God’s fingerprints — tender reminders that He sees, He hears, and He guides.

Yes, it was an answer to prayer.
Yes, it was an affirmation of His promise:

Hearing from God is guaranteed — especially when peace is our guide.


And Then… Another Wink

A few days later, I was reading another Joyce Meyer devotional titled “A Contented Heart Is a Grateful Heart,†based on 1 Timothy 6:6.

You won’t believe this, but again — I randomly opened my Bible to Timothy, Chapter 6.
Another divine nudge. Another whisper from heaven.

Coincidence? I don’t believe so.


God Is Closer Than You Think

I pray this story reminds you that God is closer than we realize. Sometimes, He doesn’t shout — He whispers. And sometimes, He doesn’t come with thunder — He comes with a wink.

He speaks in moments. In timing. In peace.
And when He does, it’s unmistakable.


Have You Had a God Wink?

Have you experienced a moment like this — where God’s timing was too perfect to be random?

I’d love to hear your story.
Please share your God-incidence or God Wink in the comments section. Let’s encourage one another and celebrate the ways God speaks, leads, and loves us — one divine moment at a time.

Copyright July 2025 by Bill Hutzel

Camp Happyland

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In 1973, my classmate Stan and I had been appointed to music therapy internships at St. Elizabeth Hospital in Washington DC, a government-run psychiatric hospital for treating a wide range of patients, including those who were mentally deficient, mentally disturbed, deaf and blind, and those struggling with drug and alcohol addiction.

During my time at the hospital, the staff arranged for the patienA man holding a flute, smiling warmly in a formal setting.ts to spend time at a vacation camp nestled in Prince William Forest, Virginia. It was called Camp Happyland—no joke, that was the real name, and it was run by the Salvation Army. The camp provided the patients with fresh air, a change of scenery, enjoyable activities, and a sense of freedom—a temporary reprieve from the usual institutional setting.

While there, I interacted with many patients, each with their own distinct characteristics. Although none of them played pivotal roles in the larger telling of my story, each had a unique quirk that made them memorable.

Camp Life

Bo, for instance, shuffled his feet wherever he went, his movements slow and aimless, as if he were in a world of his own. His IQ was astoundingly low, and although he couldn’t speak much, he could manage one phrase: “Coca-Cola.” Over and over, like a mantra, he’d utter it, his voice almost rhythmic.

Then there was the man I found relieving himself outside the restroom building. I couldn’t help but wonder why he didn’t just go inside to use the toilet, so I felt it my duty to inform him. As he finished, he turned slowly to face me.

“Hey, pull up your zipper, man. You know, the restroom is right there,†I said, pointing towards the door just a few feet away.

He seemed completely unfazed, his expression calm.

What is your name? I asked.

“It’s King.â€

I nodded. “Well…nice to meet you King.â€

With that, he turned and walked away as if everything was perfectly normal.

One of my daily assignments at Camp Happyland was waterfront duty—a task I mostly enjoyed, though it had its moments of unexpected excitement. On one occasion, I took a few patients out in a rowboat to explore a nearby creek. The afternoon was warm, with the sun’s rays filtering through the canopy of trees above. The atmosphere was peaceful as we gently glided downstream, leaving a trail of ripples. The only sound was the rhythmic stroke of my oars breaking the surface of the water.

Out of nowhere, a pair of beavers appeared, gliding effortlessly alongside our boat. They began slapping their tails on the surface, sending up playful sprays of water that drenched us.

Then, just as quickly as they had appeared, they vanished beneath our boat, only to reemerge moments later, either behind or in front. This playful back-and-forth continued for a while. It seemed obvious they wanted to play.

The patients, who had been quietly enjoying the calm, soon began laughing and pointing at the beavers, their spirits lifted by the unexpected visitors. It was such a memorable time. I couldn’t help but smile as I was caught up in the pure joy of the moment..

But what began as a peaceful boat ride quickly turned tense.

Suddenly, I found myself desperately needing to lean, not on my own strength, but on Him.  In that moment of rising panic, I knew only God could steady the situation and bring us back safely.

As we made our way back toward the swimming area, we drifted past a dense bush nestled on the bank. It wasn’t until we were right alongside it that I realized it was home to a colony of water snakes. One of the patients, wide-eyed and panicked, stood up abruptly, causing the boat to rock dangerously.

“Sit down right now!†I shouted, panic rising in my voice. “You’re going to tip us over. Sit back down, or we’ll be in real trouble.”

But then things went from bad to worse. In a panicked attempt to stabilize the boat, I instinctively thrust my paddle outward toward the bank, accidentally striking the very bush where the snakes nested. In an instant, it felt as if a hundred water snakes tumbled into the water, slithering and writhing all around us.

When we finally made it safely back to shore, dripping with more than just creek water and adrenaline, I was sternly reprimanded. ” That was a bit too adventurous for waterfront duty,” they told me. I couldn’t argue and was probably dismissed from my post for the rest of the day. .

Amateur night was another unforgettable experience, as I thought it would be fun to practice communicating with deaf patients using sign language. My skills, admittedly, were less than basic; just a handful of expressions I’d picked up along the way—enough to get me in trouble.

As I fumbled through the hand gestures, I intended to convey something friendly and warm, a spirit of warmth and compassion, to the entire group. But as it turned out, just as we were about to find our seats for the event, one of the girls standing next to me unexpectedly thought the gesture was meant for her. She smiled and, to my surprise, reached out to take my hand as if I were her date for the evening. The look in her eyes sparkled with innocence and desire, filled with the hope of being boyfriend and girlfriend, a connection that deep down I knew couldn’t be possible. I could see that this simple, unintentional moment had stirred something far more profound within her. The whole situation was innocent, yet complicated.  Her expression told me that words, spoken or signed, carry far more weight than we sometimes realize.

These moments, though seemingly small, stayed with me. They revealed how much the patients at Camp Happyland needed healing, even if they didn’t know it—and, more importantly, how much they needed God.

Lean on Me: A Church Encounter that Changed Everything

It was at Camp Happyland that I became friends with Chuck, a camp counselor whose faith deeply resonated with mine. One evening, he invited me to his small, spirit-filled Pentecostal church in Fairmont, Maryland. Curious and open to the experience, I agreed to go.

Stepping into that church felt like entering another world. I remember feeling out of place, as if I didn’t belong. I stood out like a splotch of white paint on a canvas of black and brown—the only white person in attendance—and my senses were on high alert.

The worship was unlike anything I’d ever known—wild, passionate, unrestrained. Should I run or stay? Something—curiosity or maybe something deeper—compelled me to remain.

People danced in the aisles, spoke in tongues, and a couple lay on the floor, overcome by the Holy Spirit— an image that brought to mind a term I’d once heard: ‘holy rollers.’

At one point, I watched a man roll uncontrollably as two women in long white dresses stood over him, arms outstretched, casting out something that seemed …hideous. His mouth frothed, the foam spilling down his chin and chest like waves washing up on shore.

The whole thing was deeply unsettling. It didn’t feel fake or like some kind of performance. It felt real—uncomfortably real. I couldn’t help but think of that story in the Bible, where an evil spirit threw a boy into convulsions right in front of Jesus. And now, it felt like I was watching the same thing unfold right before my eyes.

A man holding a flute, smiling warmly in a formal setting.

Looking back, it’s funny how certain songs seem to show up at just the right time.

Back then, “Lean On Me†by Bill Withers was the number one song on the pop charts. While not originally written as a Christian song, its message of friendship and support carried spiritual weight, a reminder that there is One we can lean on.

Standing in that small church, overwhelmed and out of place, I had no idea just how much I would need to lean on God.

As the service ramped up, I scanned the walls of the church, half-expecting to see something out of the ordinary. My imagination went wild, wandering to unusual stories of churches handling snakes. Was this one of those churches?  How many pictures of unfortunate souls would I find hanging on the back wall of the church, of those who didn’t survive their test of faith? Did they get what they failed to heed? 

Jesus said, “Do not put the Lord your God to the test†(Matthew 4:7).

Although the extreme ritual of handling venomous snakes was more commonly practiced in churches across Appalachia, in states like Georgia, Alabama, and North Carolina, my senses were on high alert. What other dangers might I encounter? There appeared to be only one exit at the rear of the church; at least, that was visible from where I sat, some infinite number of rows away, or so it seemed. I would make a quiet mental note of it just in case I needed to make my escape.

But before I let my imagination spiral any further, I soon realized that this wasn’t that kind of church.

Still, the intensity of it all left me feeling a bit on edge, uncertain about what to expect next.

The following week, I returned to the church, this time bringing my buddy Stan along. I invited him partly for his company, and partly hoping the experience would give us something to talk about afterward. Well, it certainly gave us plenty to discuss.

Stan wasn’t much of a churchgoer, and this was way outside his comfort zone. We may have made some deal that if he went, I’d do something in return.

I watched as he stood, eyes wide, trying to process it all—the loud fervent singing, hand clapping, and the deep, soulful prayers rising all around us.

It didn’t take him long to make up his mind. He grabbed my keys, made a beeline for the exit, and headed straight to the car, where he waited out the rest of the service. I knew then—I’d be getting an earful. I could already feel it brewing.

For him, it was simply too much, especially compared to the quiet, more formal services I assumed he associated with church. The holiness of the Pentecostal church stood in stark opposition to his nature, which seemed to frighten him away.

Stan never came to church with me again after that night. The whole ride back to camp, he sat in stunned silence. Then finally, shaking his head and staring straight ahead, he said, “Man… I don’t even know what that was.†Despite the awkwardness, we remained friends, though we never spoke of it again

The week after, I brought someone else—Patty. She was more open-minded, and I made sure to explain ahead of time what she might encounter. No surprises this time.

By then, “Lean on Me†had now slipped to the number two spot on the pop charts, but the song’s message still lingered with me. This time, something shifted in me as I entered the church. I felt more at ease. The presence of God felt real, like He was wrapping His arms around me, someone I could lean on.

Maybe it was the lyrics echoing in my head: “When you’re not strong, I’ll help you carry on…â€

Pastor Williams, wearing dark sunglasses and singing his message to a jazz organist, suddenly stopped mid sermon and pointed his finger directly at Patty and me. In his deep and confident voice, he declared, “You are going to have a good sleep tonight; one of the best.

The words hung in the air like a mystery as Patty and I exchanged confused glances at each other. We had absolutely no idea what he meant, but something in the air felt different, as if there was more to his words than we could comprehend.

At the time, I didn’t know what to make of it. Later, I realized he wasn’t just speaking scripture; he was including us, reminding everyone that God’s house is truly for all people of every race and color.

With that, Pastor Williams picked up right where he had left off, preaching and prophesying to the congregation as if nothing had interrupted his message.

After the service, we said goodbye to Chuck, who had invited us, and said we’d meet him back at Camp Happyland. We travelled in separate cars. With my windows rolled down in my 1968 Volkswagen Beetle, the wind tousled my hair and drummed my ears, offering a small relief from the oppressive heat of the night. The cool breeze felt like a temporary escape, but I still couldn’t shake the question regarding the pastor’s declaration. This couldn’t be what the pastor meant, could it?

The drive back was filled with more questions than answers, and for Patty, the whole evening had been just as unfamiliar as it had been for Stan. But, unlike Stan, she was more open to it,`. While Stan had bolted for the exit, Patty had stayed, absorbing every moment. She may not have fully understood the experience, but she also didn’t recoil from it as Stan had. Yet, the service, the prophecies, the strange happenings—were all too much to fully comprehend in the moment. It was a lot to take in. Could it be that God had used that service and the strange events of the night to reveal something deeper? Something I couldn’t see yet?

Unsolved Mystery or God Wink?

It wasn’t until we were back at Camp Happyland that the realization of what the pastor had prophesied became clear, evidence of the power from above. Every night was sweltering from the heat and humidity, with no air conditioning to offer relief. On this particular day, the heat index reached a staggering 103.4 degrees Fahrenheit.

When I walked Patty to her cabin and she opened the door, a breeze hit our faces. There, in the center of the room, stood a fan—blowing cool air.

“Where did that come from?†she asked, wide-eyed.

We both stood there for a moment, and just stared. No words, just the gentle hum of the fan, whispering something we couldn’t explain.

Yet somehow, it felt like the fan had been placed there just for her. She smiled. We said goodnight, and I returned to my cabin while she went into hers.

The cool breeze from the fan gently stirred Patty’s curtains. Later, Patty told me that as she lay down, the quiet hum and cool air wrapped around her, lulling her into a restful sleep—unlike the usual sweltering heat of the night that left her tossing and turning. She would have the best sleep ever that night.

The next morning, I learned that the fan had gone missing from the dining hall, and no one seemed to know how it ended up in Patty’s room. Word spread quickly, and before long, there was an inquisition. I, for some reason, was their number one suspect in the “Case of the Missing Dining Hall Fanâ€, despite knowing nothing about it.

The fan was promptly returned to the dining hall where it belonged, and the fuss over it gradually died down; however, there were still unanswered questions. For some, it may remain one of life’s “Unsolved Mysteries.†Yet, I couldn’t shake the feeling that something deeper was at work in it all—something that connected the fan’s strange appearance with the pastor’s words and the miraculous night of rest Patty experienced.

Winks from Heaven: A Love That Heals Every Heart

To some, it might be an unsolved mystery. But for Patty and me, it was more than a coincidence. It was a God-wink.

God’s small miracles are often proof, not just that He exists, but that He cares for us and that He is present in our lives.

Patty came to that service as a skeptic. But the prophetic word—and the mysterious appearance of the fan—left a mark. It stirred something deep.

These winks are like a smile from Father God, as if He is saying, “I see you, I know you, and I’m always here.â€Â  They come in ways we don’t expect, just like Pastor Williams’s prophetic word to Patty. Yet, they are always meant to cause our hearts to turn towards Him- a wink that stirs something deep within us, calling us to know Him more intimately.

Reflecting on my experiences at both Camp Happyland and the Pentecostal church, I realized that, despite their differences, both groups were ultimately seeking the same thing: healing and deliverance in one form or another. Whether it was the patients at the camp searching for mental and physical relief, or the congregants at the church crying out for spiritual freedom, they all shared a common need for God’s love and compassion.

God revealed that His love was the key to healing—body, mind, and soul.  In both places, the need was the same: a longing for wholeness that only His love could provide. And I came to realize that His love is the thread that connects not only their struggles but all of ours, offering hope and transformation, even for Stan, whom Christ would never stop pursuing. It became clear to me that no matter where we are, who we are, or what we’re going through, God’s love is the healing power that can restore us in ways beyond our understanding.

Copyright 2015 by Bill Hutzel

Revised 2025

CREDITS

“Camp Happyland†was written by Bill Hutzel

.Voiceover was by Eleven Labs

“Lean On Me” musical segment was performed by Al Jarreau

That’s Amazing Grace

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Grace is not just a word; grace is not just a noun; grace is God’s supernatural enabling power and His favor that gives you the strength to be an overcomer of your circumstances. The Lord gives grace to the humble. He will give you more grace. Just ask him (by Yvonne and Sarah Jane Svitlik from Thirty Days with Jesus in the Secret Place ).

Having experienced God’s grace in countless ways, my wife and I attended a Global Awakening conference in 2019, seeking to deepen our understanding and connection to His power. .After the first day’s session, we were encouraged to pray for the person standing next to us. The man beside me, whom I will call John, offered to pray for me first.

When it was my turn, I asked John what he needed prayer for. He shared that his eyesight was severely impaired; leaving him with mostly blurry vision. Although he could still discern shapes and movement, he struggled with everyday tasks and navigating his surroundings. Due to time constraints and the need to vacate the auditorium, I suggested we reconnect the following day, and John agreed.

Overnight, at 4:20 a.m., overcome with emotion for John’s situation, I found myself weeping into my pillow for him. Embarrassed, I turned away from my wife, not wanting her to see or hear me in such a vulnerable moment. In the quiet of my heart, I distinctly heard God’s voice, clear and unmistakable, calling me to play Amazing Grace for John.

It all became clear then as I recalled the line from the song, “I was blind, but now I see.†God was calling me to play my flute to convey the Father’s heart of love and compassion and to bring healing

Music, particularly frequencies like those of the flute, has been shown to affect the body in ways we are only beginning to understand. When I play under the anointing of the Holy Spirit, the pure, heavenly tones invite God’s presence, moving in a powerful way. The flute, with its ability to carry these divine, angelic notes, serves as an instrument of God’s grace—a prayer offering in the form of music, releasing healing frequencies into the atmosphere and inviting restoration.

This calling didn’t come as a surprise; God had already been preparing my heart for it. To provide some context for this divine prompting, let me share a little background.

In October 2017, I attended Awaken the Dawn on the National Mall in Washington, D.C. This was a grassroots movement of 24/7 day and night praise and worship and intercessory prayer to bring a new awakening of the presence of God, America’s Tent of Meeting. The Awaken the Dawn movement was being referred to as a Jesus Woodstock for a New Generation. “Bring your voice.†“Bring your song.†And “bring your flute!†I heard.

God had been preparing me for this moment for years. In 2017, at Awaken the Dawn, I received a prophetic word that laid the foundation for what was to come. A pastor prophesied over me and shared her vision of me playing with the anointing of Almighty God. She described a fiery wall of protection surrounding me, along with a shield of Goodwill, Pleasure, and Favor. She saw that when I played, the heavens would open and saw the smile of Jesus with tears in the corner of His eyes. Demons would flee at the sound of my playing, and people would be delivered, healed, and slain in the Spirit. Doors would open for me that I must walk through, and if I didn’t, those people would suffer.

God was beginning to use me in this powerful way.

One Sunday morning in 2019, my friend Martin approached me after the service with something incredible. He shared a vision he had received. He saw musical notes rising from the top of my head, floating upward toward heaven, before gently descending upon the people gathered in the room. Amazingly, this vision mirrored exactly what I was seeing in my spirit at that very moment.

And as we worshipped, a fiery wall of protection surrounded me and the room. No enemy could penetrate God’s protection. People worshipped with hands raised and shouts of praise, bowing down, some fell prostrate, some danced, and occasionally the sound of someone blowing the shofar summoned all present to greater awakening and awareness of the Holy Spirit’s presence.

Then, to my astonishment, Martin handed me a sketch of the entire scene on a piece of 3-hole punch-lined paper, just after the service.

In bold, large letters, was the word war, an acronym for Worship and Rise. I’ve kept this drawing on my desk under a clear desk blotter as a constant reminder that the act of worshiping and arising releases God’s power to shift and transform our circumstances.

A handwritten note with the words 'War Worship and Rise' in colorful letters.

Martin’s vision revealed that my role, my calling, was not only to worship, but to arise with my flute as a weapon of transformative change. It was more than just playing music; it was a sacred act. It was the very act of worshiping and arising, engaging in a spiritual war that releases God’s power to have sway over the circumstances in and around us, bringing healing to both our souls and bodies.

The year 2019 also marked the Jewish year 5779, a time signifying open doors and the fulfillment of prophecy, when God was positioning me to step fully into my calling, a new season in my life, of ministry, where the doors to my destiny were being opened wide. And if I didn’t step through them, people would suffer.

As Martin and I parted ways that day, he said something that has stuck with me ever since: “Take your flute everywhere with you, Bill.†It didn’t feel like a casual remark; it felt prophetic—something God was speaking directly to me.

Fast forward a few years, after a service, a man named Shep approached me. “My name is Shep,†he said, extending his hand. I introduced myself in return.

“Can I share something with you?†he asked.

“Sure,†I replied, intrigued by what he had to say.

He then proceeded to share a vision he had of musical notes rising from my head and floating out into the congregation. It was exactly what I experienced as I played with God’s anointing. I invited the Holy Spirit to come, and as I did, it was His melodies, His expression, and frequency that flowed from my flute.

It didn’t completely surprise me, though. I remembered Martin’s prophetic drawing and the similar words and visions I had received back in 2019. Yet, hearing Shep speak it once more, felt like a powerful confirmation, a reminder that God was moving through the sound of my flute, that His presence was moving powerfully among His people.

A few months later, Shep shared with me that God had a “special musical note” for me. I was intrigued, but confused.

What in the world could he mean?

I sometimes experiment with different fingerings on the flute to create unique effects, but I couldn’t imagine what he was talking about. For the next week or two, I kept asking God, “So, what’s this special note you have for me, Lord? “But I heard nothing. Crickets.

Then, one day while standing at the altar, I heard in my spirit, “Holy Spirit wind.†Three times, the words were repeated. Without really thinking, I brought the flute to my lips and blew air across the blow hole into the microphone, creating a soft, breathy sound—a sound more like the wind than music.

After the service, Shep approached me. “The funniest thing happened while I was worshiping,†he said. “I felt a wind pass by me.†He paused, looking around. “I couldn’t figure out where it was coming from. There were no doors or windows open.â€

I smiled, realizing that this was the very note Shep had prophesied: “Holy Spirit Wind.â€

I’ve digressed a bit from my original story, but I wanted to share some background on God’s calling in my life. With prophetic words and visions like the one’s I’ve shared , I felt a sense of divine anticipation. The next day, as I entered the convention hall, I focused my attention on one thing: finding John.

The center was alive with activity. The hallways were filled with people sharing their spiritual gifts and praying in the Holy Spirit for one another. Laughter and the sound of prayer filled the air as the Spirit moved through the crowd. There was one group so deeply touched by the Spirit that they would fall to the floor, laughing uncontrollably as the Spirit ministered to each one of them.

In the midst of all of this, my wife had set up a folding step ladder, which served as a podium for making announcements. She encouraged me to climb the ladder and play my flute, but the idea made me feel uneasy. Initially, I did, but feeling uncomfortable, I quickly climbed back down.

So, Peggy, seeing my unease, took matters into her own hands. She climbed the ladder herself and called out John’s name above the noise of the crowd, inviting him to meet us where we were.

When John finally made his way to us, I suggested we head downstairs to find a quieter place. At first, we talked to get to know each other, sang songs, and worshipped together. Eventually, I felt led to ask him about the cause of his blindness. He shared a startling revelation. His blindness wasn’t something he was born with; rather, he believed it was because of a macumba curse, a form of black magic like Voodoo, placed on him several years earlier during a mission trip to Brazil. He explained that Macumba, an Afro-Brazilian religion known for its strong connection to dark spiritual practices, was the source of his affliction.

I felt an overpowering urgency in my spirit to see God’s healing power and the restoration of John’s sight. But first, I needed to get a baseline of what John could or couldn’t see. I held up two fingers with my right hand, then five with my left. In both cases, John couldn’t see how many fingers I was holding. This was new territory for me. I had prayed for small things in the past, but this was huge—I had never prayed for someone who was blind before.

I began by telling John how God had awakened me in the night and instructed me to play “Amazing Grace†for him. He eagerly welcomed the idea. As I yielded to God’s leading and began to play the melody on my flute, I felt the Holy Spirit’s presence sweep over me, empowering me to play with confidence. As I played, John received God’s amazing grace, and in the authority I had been given in Christ, I boldly commanded healing for his eyesight in the Name of Jesus. It was a powerful reminder that when we step out in faith, even in our vulnerability, God’s power moves through us, enabling us to fulfill His purpose and bring restoration where it’s needed.

Afterward, I tested his vision again by holding up the same number of fingers as before. This time, he was able to identify them correctly. He also mentioned that he was able to make out my facial features, which had been blurry before. Although his healing wasn’t fully complete, he believed that God had started the process and was confident that his sight would be fully restored.

John 14:12 says “I tell you this timeless truth: The person who follows me in faith, believing in me, will do the same mighty miracles that I do—even greater miracles than these because I go to be with my Father! For I will do whatever you ask me to do when you ask me in my name. And that is how the Son will show what the Father is really like and bring glory to him.â€

Though John hadn’t experienced complete healing yet, the improvement was a significant beginning. While I had hoped for immediate restoration, both of us knew that we needed to continue trusting in God’s goodness for the full restoration of his sight—even when we don’t have all the answers. When we rely solely on our own strength, often the healing process doesn’t make sense. This is because God’s faith goes beyond our own; His faith operates supernaturally, beyond the limitations of our natural understanding. To have such faith is truly Amazing Grace.

CONCLUSIVE THOUGHTS:

“That’s Amazing Grace†is one of those miracle stories that continues to inspire me, and it’s a testament that God’s healing power is alive and active today. It offers hope to everyone that they, too, can do all things through Christ who strengthens us. So, be encouraged. There’s no reason to doubt your ability to pray for others—you absolutely can. Amazing Grace is God’s supernatural enabling power and favor, providing you with the strength to act. Just ask Him.

Copyright © 2023 (Revised March 2025)

CREDITS
That’s Amazing Grace — written by Bill Hutzel
Voice enabling by Eleven Labs
Flute interpretation and solo by Bill Hutzel
Produced, arranged, and recorded by John D’Elia, Such Clay Productions

Take Me Deeper

A man holding a flute, smiling warmly in a formal setting.
Ocean sunset painting by Cherie Taylor

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As far back as I can remember, I loved walking on the beach in Bay Head, New Jersey, in the early morning when the sun rises in the east. Listening to the waves roll in and the simple joy of looking for sea glass have always been cherished pastimes of mine since I was a little boy. Even now, in my later years, it remains one of my favorite things to do.

For example, I would fill my pockets with a rainbow of colored sea glass polished by the sea, frosted blues, aquamarines, pinks, and other unexpected treasures. The joy of finding these gems, their edges worn smooth by the surf, never faded, no matter my age.

Then, when I met Peggy, I couldn’t wait to share this special part of my life with her. One afternoon, we drove to Bay Head, eager to experience the peace of the shore together. Upon arrival, we found a quiet, secluded spot on the sand, far enough from the water’s edge to escape the crowd so we wouldn’t be disturbed. It was the perfect place for reminiscing and exchanging stories.

We laid out a couple of towels and settled in. The air and the sand were warm, with not a cloud in the sky. The gentle lull of the waves transported me back to my younger years, flooding my mind with fond memories that I eagerly shared with her.

As we sat there, getting to know each other better, what stood out most to me about Peggy was her profound intimacy with God, a connection far deeper than anything I had ever known. With kindness and a genuine desire for me to experience that same closeness, she gently invited me into that depth, encouraging me to explore the quiet places within where God waits to be found.

In her gentle, caring way, she asked me to close my eyes and envision where I could see Jesus. Where is Jesus right now? she asked softly. Her voice was calm, stirring something deep inside of me. I didn’t resist her invitation, though normally I might have, held back by my vulnerability and doubts that often stifled the freedom to let my imagination wander freely, unrestrained by the walls I’d built around it.  But with Peggy, I felt a quiet peace. Instead, I allowed myself to be drawn into the deepest recesses of my mind, where God was calling me to meet Him.

As I listened to the waves, watching them wash up on shore, I became mesmerized by their ebb and flow, imagining them gently lapping at my feet while we sat further back from the water’s edge. The beauty of the waves and the soft sound of their crashing drew me in, allowing me to go deep, blocking the distant hum of passing cars, the cacophony of chatter from beachgoers, and the distractions of this world. Gradually, Peggy’s voice began to fade as I found myself transported, lost entirely somewhere else, in the stillness where God was waiting for me.

In my mind, I saw myself drifting far out in the depths of the Atlantic Ocean. It was peaceful, and as I listened, all I could hear was God’s soothing voice. His gentle waves caressed me, tender and caring, like the soft stroke of a woman’s hand upon my arm.

At that moment, I became lost in my thoughts, focused solely on God’s calming presence. He did not seem troubled by things I am frequently troubled by. Instead, He spoke to me with love and compassion. “Go deep,†he whispered. “Go deep, go deep. I love you. I want to reach deep inside you and reveal Myself to you in a more powerful way than has ever been revealed to you before. Go deep, go deep, and meet me where I am. Don’t be afraid. I will swim with you. I will uphold you. You are tethered to me. You cannot be lost or pulled from my arms. You are mine, always. Go deep and meet me where I am. Don’t hold anything back. Swim with me, won’t you?  Don’t hold on to your surfboard; dive into my presence. I am your safety now.”

He was calling me to a place deeper than my feet could ever tread, to an intimacy I had never experienced before.

The lyrics from the song Oceans by Hillsong beautifully capture the depth of my feelings in that moment. As I was called to step into the unknown, I found God’s presence waiting for me in the deepest waters.â€

You call me out upon the waters
The great unknown where feet may fail
And there I find You in the mystery
In oceans deep
My faith will stand.

And I will call upon Your name
And keep my eyes above the waves
When oceans rise, my soul will rest in Your embrace
For I am Yours and You are mine.

Your grace abounds in deepest waters
Your sovereign hand will be my guide
Where feet may fail and fear surrounds me
You’ve never failed and You won’t start now

And I will call upon Your name
And keep my eyes above the waves
When oceans rise, my soul will rest in Your embrace
For I am Yours and You are mine.

God wanted me to be alone with Him, inviting my attention and worship in the quiet of my mind and spirit. As I surrendered, He washed over me as waves of joy, and I was filled with awe at the beauty of His creation, the ocean, the waves, the sky, the sand, and the woman beside me. I couldn’t help but wonder, How could anyone not marvel at the glory of God’s creation?

Copyright 2019 (revised 2025)

CREDITS

“Take Me Deeper” was written by Bill Hutzel.

.Voice over by Eleven Labs

Musical segment and lyrics from “Oceans” by Hillsong

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