Inspiration and Hope

Search Me O God

“Search Me O God” song and video by Bill Hutzel

I had recently just become unemployed following the attack of 9/11, and was understandably anxious, desperately wanting to make sense of both the war on our country, and wanting to find gainful employment again. And so I became very introspective when things turned topsy-turvy on me. I opened my Bible to Psalm 139 and the following verse spoke to me. “Search me O God, and know my heart. Try me and know my anxious thoughts, and see if there be any hurtful way in me”. It became my meditation.

But as I meditated, I thought, God does know my heart. Why would the psalmist ask Him to search his heart? Why would anyone ask God to search their heart? But I knew the answer. It was because God knew me better than I did, and God wanted to reveal the deepest parts of myself. Do you have the courage to ask God to expose the depths of your heart, to see if there be any hurtful way in you?

The psalmist David earnestly wanted to know what was in his heart so that God would refine him as fire refines gold. It is a hard prayer to pray, although, for if we are honest with ourselves, many of us would rather not face our deepest canyons.

We run and we hide from God saying,
⁷ “Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence?”

If I say ^11”Surely the darkness will hide me”, it will not.

If I go up to the heavens, He is there; if I make my bed in the depths, He is there.

Should you, however, being purified by Christ who indwells you, take heed of the Holy Spirit’s tugging at your heart to govern your flesh, you will be changed. It is God’s desire that we earnestly seek Him, and that He search our heart so that He might prove us by His Word and reveal to us any hurtful way, and that He would root it out, for godliness is pleasing to Him, and in the end, profitable to us. Romans 8:6 says “The mind governed by the flesh is death, but the mind governed by the Spirit is life and peace”.

As I continued to meditate on this psalm, my prayer turned to asking God to guide me and extend His hand to me. My prayer turned into singing, and “the praise on my lips and the song in my heart” became a song that ran through my head to the words of the psalm. I jotted down the melody so as not to forget it. I later recorded it in October of 2013.

¹⁷How precious to me are your thoughts, O God!
How vast is the sum of them!
¹⁸Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand—
when I awake, I am still with you.

May God’s search light break through the dark clouds that storms will doubtless bring. May His beacon light be your salvation, His strong light into your heart, that you may be guided to safety and spiritual well-being. And may the song in your heart and God’s praise continually be on your lips.

“Search Me O God“

CREDITS
Composed by Bill Hutzel

Performed by The Throwbacks

Musicians
Bill Hutzel, Vocals and Flute
John D’Elia, 6 and 12 string acoustic guitars, bass guitar, mandolin, tambourine

Recorded and produced by John D’Elia
SuchClay Productions
September 18, 2013

Video Produced by Bill Hutzel

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Pick Me Up

The song and video “Pick Me Up” was inspired by Psalm 30. So often we fancy ourselves as secure, and think we can go it all alone. But when God hides His face from me because I choose to go it on my own, my soul cries out to Him to “Pick Me Up, and turn me around … Lord set me free, for I’ve been going it on my own, now it’s time for me to come home, Help me get my feet back on the ground.”

David too had a propensity for going it on his own for he said “When all was well with me, I said, I will never be moved”. In Psalm 30:7-11 it says that David then asked for God’s mercy as he was shaken because God turned his face from him. God being compassionate, then lifts David from his troubles, turns his crying into dancing, and establishes his feet with joy on God’s firm foundation again.

What Pick Me Up verses in the Bible are you reminded of? What pick me up life experiences can you share?

Song by Bill Hutzel and John D’Elia

Arranged, produced and recorded by John D’Elia
Such Clay Productions

Performed by The Throwbacks
Bill Hutzel, vocals, flute and keyboard
John D’Elia, electric and bass guitars

Prayer: Though you have allowed me to experience much trouble and distress, revive me once again! Bring me up once again from the depths of the earth! (Psalm 71:20). Lord, help me get my feet back on the ground.

Journaling to Hear God

When I began journaling, almost a year ago now, it was for the purpose of recording God’s Word to me during a stormy period in my life, not to mention that Storm Sandy was also making havoc on the North East Coast. Out of nothing else to do at that time, I needed a diversion; I needed something creative to do, but I could do little with a broken right wrist in a sling while cooped up inside during one of the Northeast’s worst storms of the century. Electricity was out for nearly a week. With little diversion, no electricity, radio or TV, I was fortunate during the storm, however, to have a gas generator that I was able to use sparingly to power a few things, one of which was to keep my smart phone charged. I knew I could not type except with my left index finger, so I used a voice recognition application on my smart phone to record my journal entries. If you want to read more, read “Into the Storm” under the Be Encouraged category herein.

I began finding that writing in my journal was soul searching and healing. It sustained me during a difficult period in my life. It was a way for God to speak to my heart and keep me focused on Him. It brought clarity to spiritual matters. It was also a way for me to watch progress over the coming months; it was a way for me to look back at a time in my life, and then fast forward to a time and spiritual place where God had brought me since a time. Some of the articles I share herein in Inspiration and Hope are a compilation of those journal entries. Journaling continues to sustain me. I highly recommend it to everyone who wants to hear God and know God more intimately.

I hope you find Inspiration and Hope as much of a blessing to read as I have found it to write.

Victory through praise

Often times it is we who hinder God’s solution to our problems through disobedience to God and unbelief. So what then can we do to release God’s power over our circumstances? Merlin Carothers is a well know Christian author who has written numerous books on praise. He shared in his book “Prison to Praise” that he believes that the very act of praise to God releases God’s power to have sway over our circumstances and allows Him to change the circumstances should it be His will. He believes praise is the highest form of communion with God. Further, I believe also that when we pray fervently and we submit to God and obey His will, it is the act of obedience and faith in God that permits God to bring victory over our circumstances.

Attitude is everything! It is up to us to be victorious. Should I grumble and complain, or should I fail to seek God morning, noontime and evening, it would be easy for me to lose sight of what God has for me and for His victory in my life. In Psalm 55:17 it says, “Evening, and morning, and at noon, will I pray, and cry aloud: and he shall hear my voice.” God hears our cries, although we may not think so sometimes. There are times when I wake up in the morning and I just don’t feel like praying or thanking God. It is a struggle for me to focus on anything but my daily activities or my circumstances. God, however, sees my heart and reminds me that He is the one who needs to control my life, every situation and activity that confronts me. Some would believe that it is the power within us alone to be victorious, but on the contrary, it must be God’s Holy Spirit that works within us to bring victory over our circumstances, our feelings and emotions. I have tried too many times to go it alone, and have too many times failed. This is where the power of praise and thanksgiving, and prayer are so important to the victory.

God commands us to always love and obey Him, and always rejoice in and praise Him. I might also add that the Bible says to “always pray”. Therefore, we can assume that if we are praying always and giving thanks always to God, then the two are married to each other and it is in combination that the two will see results. Did you know that the word “always” is mentioned 75 times in the Bible? Many of those times it is used in the context of obedience or in giving thanks. In Ephesians 5:20 it says to “always give thanks for everything to God the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.” It doesn’t say sometimes, it says always. But you say, “Why should I thank Him when I am struggling or down and out”? Simple, God commands it. It does not say that I should praise Him and thank Him only when I feel like it. It does not say that I should give thanks only when I am cheerful or happy. It does not say that I should give thanks only when I am high and lifted up. It does not say that I should give thanks only when things are going my way. It says “always give thanks for everything”. In 1 Thessalonians 5:18 it says, “Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.” Merlin Carothers in his book “Prison to Praise” said “Often the prayer of praise is done in sheer teeth-gritting willpower; yet when we persist in it, somehow the power of God is released into us and into the situation. At first in a trickle perhaps, but later in a growing stream that finally floods us and washes away the old hurts and scars.” This is our recipe for victory over our circumstances for “if you faithfully obey the voice of the Lord your God, being careful to do all his commandments that I command you today, the Lord your God will set you high above all the nations of the earth. And all these blessings shall come upon you and overtake you, if you obey the voice of the Lord your God. “ (Deuteronomy 28:1-2).

RELATED VERSES IN THE BIBLE

I Thessalonians 5:16-18 “Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you”

Ephesians 5:20 “always give thanks for everything to God the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ”

Colossians 4:2 “continue steadfastly in prayer, being watchful in it with thanksgiving”

Philippians 4:6 “but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God”

Romans 12:12 “Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer.”

Ephesians 6:18 “Praying at all times in the Spirit, with all prayer and supplication”

Prayer of David

God knows us intimately. He knows our deepest desires and thoughts. He knows our concerns and fears. The other day I was reading Psalm 25. It was timely for me, because I needed to trust in God for something. Then during Sunday worship service at my church, I felt God speak to my heart. “Bill, just trust me”, He said. He said it several times. It is exactly what I needed to hear at that time. He was telling me to lean on Him and not to lean on my own understanding. So often we need God to speak to us, just to let us know He is listening and that He is there for us when we need Him.

In Psalm 25, David prayed “In you, Lord my God, I put my trust”. (some translations say “I lift up my soul”). This was an expression of faith without the evidence of hope yet revealed. David was praying; reaching out to God to rescue him. God asks us also to step out in faith and ask Him to rescue us from our loneliness and affliction, our troubles, anguish and distress. Just trust in Him. Let our hope be in Him alone.

Psalm 25 Of David.

¹In you, Lord my God,
    I put my trust. (some translations say “I lift up my soul”)
²I trust in you;
    do not let me be put to shame,
    nor let my enemies triumph over me.
³No one who hopes in you
    will ever be put to shame,
but shame will come on those
    who are treacherous without cause.
⁴Show me your ways, Lord,
    teach me your paths.
⁵Guide me in your truth and teach me,
    for you are God my Savior,
    and my hope is in you all day long.
⁶Remember, Lord, your great mercy and love,
    for they are from of old.
⁷Do not remember the sins of my youth
    and my rebellious ways;
according to your love remember me,
    for you, Lord, are good.
⁸Good and upright is the Lord;
    therefore he instructs sinners in his ways.
⁹He guides the humble in what is right
    and teaches them his way.
¹⁰All the ways of the Lord are loving and faithful
    toward those who keep the demands of his covenant.
¹¹For the sake of your name, Lord,
    forgive my iniquity, though it is great.
¹²Who, then, are those who fear the Lord?
    He will instruct them in the ways they should choose.
¹³They will spend their days in prosperity,
    and their descendants will inherit the land.
¹⁴The Lord confides in those who fear him;
    he makes his covenant known to them.
¹⁵Lord, for only he will release my feet from the snare
¹⁶Turn to me and be gracious to me,
    for I am lonely and afflicted.
¹⁷Relieve the troubles of my heart
    and free me from my anguish.
¹⁸Look on my affliction and my distress
    and take away all my sins.
¹⁹See how numerous are my enemies
    and how fiercely they hate me!
²⁰Guard my life and rescue me;
    do not let me be put to shame,
    for I take refuge in you.
²¹May integrity and uprightness protect me,
    because my hope, Lord, is in you.
²²Deliver Israel, O God,
    from all their troubles!

PRAYER: Dear Lord, help me to put my trust in You. Show me Your ways; teach me Your paths. My hope, Lord, is in You.